So I have this secret desire. I've always wanted to compete on Survivor. You know, that show on CBS where they stick everyone on an island and make them vote each other off? Yes, it is still on, and it is still great. I didn't really start watching it until season 19 (they're up to 37 seasons now), but after that, I went back and watched all the old
seasons on YouTube. I think it really is one of the greatest games there is because it challenges you in so many different ways - mentally, physically, and socially. And, okay, if you've been read my musings for a while, you know that I'm not a particularly social person, but I still want to try it. How could I not?
So I've applied a couple times in the past, but got nowhere. I was not an interesting person then. But now I have created the #1 game on BoardGameGeek, and I feel like I have a bit of a stronger angle than before. I don't know, maybe I'm delusional, but I've decided to start trying again.
The problem is that over the last few years, I've lived a very sedentary lifestyle. I work from home, I eat snacks all day. I've gained about 25 pounds and am kinda out of shape.
I've never really been "in shape," I guess, but my vegan diet kept me pretty thin at least - thin enough to go shirtless on national television - but that is no longer the case. And so, however bizarre that motivation may be - that tiny, long-shot potential of competing on Survivor - I started going to the gym.
It happened kind of randomly, too. For a long time I had been intending on starting to go to the gym once the Cephalofair Games calmed down a bit, but it never actually happened. But one day, about two months ago, I was going to do some Gloomhaven testing with my play test group, and all but one canceled at the last minute. The guy who was still available, my
friend John, went to the gym a lot, so on an impulse, I just said, "Hey, you want to go to the gym instead and show me around?"
So, anyway, this story is getting long, and I'm pretty sure it's not very interesting, but I guess the point is that it was a good decision. I'm feeling a lot better about myself, I'm feeling healthier, and we do a lot of strength training so maybe one day I'll be able to compete physically on Survivor. Also, I just get to talk to John a lot while we work out, so maybe I'm enhancing
my social game as well. My plan is to get confident enough by the end of this year to start applying again.